Lying to myself.
Pretending it feels better this way without embodying it yet.
My mind has not processed our break up,
Even on days when I am convinced that the chapter is closed.
When it ended, I felt released.
I knew I would not have to go through all the bad things anymore.
What I did not realize is that I was addicted.
Addicted to the obstacles that made me feel alive.
Addicted to the sadness that you made me go through.
Addicted to the darkness in your eyes.
I fell for you.
When it all started I promised myself that I would never love you.
But as time went by my heart spoke differently.
All I wanted to hear is that you love me too.
But that never happened.
It will never happen.
My hopes gave up.
Your heart spoke up.
We would never be in each other’s arms again.
My bed feels empty without you.
My sheets smells like regret.
My impulses are lost.
Time will pass as it always does, and one day I will look back and say:
I loved you.
Welcome on my artsy blog! I decided to create this section because I also have a huge passion for writing aside from acting. I thought this would be the perfect place to share my inspirations, experiences and adventures with you. I also write a lot of poetry so you will definitely get to read a lot of my poems here. Hope you enjoy ! Xo
"Let life be your playground"
"I provoke the odds
And learn to sew the dots"
"Do not live in excess
But embrace the success"
"Creativity cures the soul"
"Face your fears
Rehearse your journey"
"Make your dreams your priority"
"Set the bar high
"Prepare yourself for
Be ready to take on the wave When it comes your way"